July 21, 2004
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Although last Tuesday was pure bliss, this Tuesday was pure heck. I received a call from Frank Sacks (the Marketing manager who I'd be working with), informing me that he and the CEO had butted heads in certain matters pertaining to the direction of the Marketing and PR department. Subsequently after writing a five page PR proposal, the CEO and Mr. Sacks began their meeting. Things obviously didn't turn out that well. In fact, Mr. Sacks is currently not working for the company. It's a really complicated mess, and I still don't fully understand everything. All I do know is that I should not expect to start August 9th, or any other day for that matter. It's not written in stone that the position has been cut but it's no longer a guarantee.
I'm not trying to sound self-deprecating but damn I feel like a loser sometimes. Normally I'm quite reserved with my emotions but tonight it's all pouring out. How am I ever going to get my life going? I mean, I'm 25 with a college degree, yet I'm making less than most college, and some high school, students. It's not like I'm not trying to get my life jump-started either, but I guess things just aren't going my way. The one time the job I desire comes along, and it too sours up. Don't mind me. I just need to vent. Thank you to the words of encouragement from the few people I talked to. I must also give a big thank you to Esther for helping me cope with my long, arduous day. Spending time with the girlfriend while watching Mr. Bean; what a great way to find solace huh?
With all that off my chest, it's time to pick everything up and start again. That's all I really can do. On a more positive note, at least I didn't put in my two weeks. That would've really looked back on my part.
Comments (3)
With Minimum wage you are still in the top 11th percentile of the global rich scale!
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YOUR GLOBAL RICH LIST POSITION
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<TD class=body align=left>You are in the top 11.69% richest people in the world.
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<TD class=body align=left>There are 5,298,473,479 people poorer than you.
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<TD class=body align=left colSpan=3>How do you feel about that? A bit richer we hope. Please consider donating just a small amount to help some of the poorest people in the world. Many of their lives could be improved dramatically or even saved if you donate just one hour's salary (approx $12)
Oh, and in case you’re interested you are the 701,526,521 richest person in the world.
well if it makes you feel any better-- i dont even have my college degree yet. I'm 21. I have had no internships-- and Ill be one lucky girl to get out of school with my foot in a job to a new career. my current job is so stupid i dont mention it.... but i guess thats what i wanted... a quick fix for cash.
i think with time, you will eventually reach your goals... just keep applying to wherever you want... and ask them what their expectations are-- how you can get ready for the job... let them know you want it. eventually they will see you're determined.
oh my FFFFFFF**King goodness. ouchyy!
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